finally!

I am SO happy! I can’t remember a time in my life when I’ve felt more content, more complete or more loved. I’ve mentioned my amazing children [including my ‘stepkids’ there are five] and my amazing friends and family – and i’ve mentioned Bryan. Bryan has been an absolute Godsend. I haven’t been able to appreciate him the way I should and he’s had every right to just give up on me. I’m so grateful – so blessed that he is still sticking around and putting up with me. He is my future. We’ve been through all the ‘junk’ life can throw at us – it’s time for us to finally relax and enjoy eachother and our life together. I can’t wait!

do you SEE what he has to deal with?!

I am SUCH a lucky girl! ❤

 

‘Lucky’

Do you hear me? I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning ’round
You hold me right here, right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I’m lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

lucky - i'm in love with my best friend...

 

update:

 bryan and i are no longer together.  i love him dearly and will always be thankful for the good memories that we have.  unfortunately, sometimes things come to an end.  i won’t say the bad outweighed the good – because i truly just believe that maybe it was never meant to be.  after almost three years of being in love, being married and then divorced and then dating again – we never lived any closer than 14 hours from eachother.  our visits went from every month to barely seeing eachother every three to four months… and they got shorter and shorter.  there were secrets kept from eachother and lies told – it’s hard enough to build trust after those things happen – even harder to do it with so much distance between you, not to mention all the other things that we had working against us.  please keep him in your prayers – pray that he finds happiness and that the bitterness in his heart will fade away.  i will miss my friend… he was my friend. 

 

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1 Comment

  1. whydeprive

    Im glad you two smartened up. I love Bryan! (as does the boy – he was devastated when you broke up)

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