I feel like such a loser for not posting lately – I kinda feel like if I don’t have something nice to say, I don’t wanna bother. It makes me feel so negative and bitchy to post when I’m having a crap day. Well, I should get out of that habit because I’m pretty sure everyone has a bad day or two every now and again.
Sunday was actually a beautiful day. It was wonderful. I took the kiddos and Blake’s little sister, Jill, to Stubbies for lunch and we all hung out with Blake for a while. It was his day off and he was hanging out with his buddies watching the Masters. I have to admit, I kinda enjoy watching golf sometimes. We had some yummy pizza and buffalo wings. They have such good food – and even better, it and the beer I drank was free.
We also went on a nice, long hike/walk by the river – it was a beautiful day to walk downtown too.
Monday was a pretty beautiful day too – I went on a nice long walk. Five miles. I loved every minute of it, and I needed it. Blake and I were both pretty grumpy Monday morning and when I was on my way out the door at 8:30 am to take Joshua for his sports physical, he told me I was lazy and fat. Now – you know that set me off and I didn’t have very nice things to say after that… but he did later apologize and admit that he was just trying to get a reaction out of me.
I had a doctor’s appointment yesterday as well as an appointment to handle some issues with my kids’ insurance. Now, I won’t go into the insurance appointment at all – but I will say that while I was waiting, there was a Mexican guy sitting beside me with wayyy too much cologne on and listening to an MP3 player. Out of nowhere, and really loud – he would just spout out this gangster rap in broken english. Reallyyyy loud! I was texting on my phone and trying hard not to look up or laugh – he looked like he was probably high and could possibly shoot me if I pissed him off.
I have an appointment with a specialist in Denver on Monday, April 26th. Finally – I may know what is wrong with me! Now, I don’t like to whine, I am in so much painnnnn!!!! I am in constant pain anyway – and I just deal with it, without any medication other than a prescription anti-inflammatory. Nothin narcotic. Anyway, it’s just getting worse and yesterday was one of the worst days EVER. Yesterday and the day I left Vegas. I’m starting to believe that it could be stress related. I got a call from the doctor I’ve been seeing since October and he seems to believe it’s fibromyalgia. I have to be honest, I don’t know a lot about fibromyalgia or anything, but i just want some answers! I want them to treat whatever is wrong with me and do it FAST because it’s just not ok to be in pain all the time. I am sooo looking forward to summertime and I just want to enjoy myself and my children and I want to take them out and have fun with them .. camping, hiking, rafting, disc-golfing, and I really want to RUN!
Anyway – I hope everyone is having a fantastic day. I’m gonna go for a walk and then I have another appointment at 3. Homework tonight and then I’m gonna be social and do a movie night since Blake offered to hang with the kiddos. 😉
Today, I am grateful for finally seeing a light at the end of the tunnel! I really think that I could be out of all this pain soon… how exciting!
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Not posting only makes you cool enough to have a life and do better things with your time! Dr.s appointments are the pits, but we have to be so grateful for having such able physicians to help us out right! Have a good one!